Built for the Valley

I'm coming to the other side of one of the most difficult years of my life and just when I thought it could only get better the unthinkable happens. As I write this 8 people sit in a room and play God for 75 people.... and I could be one of these 75. I don't know. No one knows. And not knowing is terrifying. But, I'm built for the valley. It's the valley that makes me who I am. The valley makes me more like Him and oh how I want to be more like Him. My life will be drastically interrupted if I lose my job, but my life is His to interrupt. And as nervous as it makes me the only thing I can do is trust in His perfect will for 75 people at this point in time. Whether I am one of them or not I will still ache for the lives that are about to be affected.